A Poem by Amy Nawrocki

The Gift of Soap


On Christmas mornings after mom died,
when the tree cut from Miss Swift’s lot
took too much effort to put up,  
Dad’s best effort at gift giving would accompany
our regular traditions of Christmas Eve pierogis,
the good china, and Johnny Mathis
playing on the tape recorder.
My father would bundle packages
in paper grocery bags
fastened not with gold ribbons, green or red bows,
but staples and sometimes rubber bands—
the yearly stock-up of soft-smelling,
fragrant bars of soap, too many to count.
Twelve, sometimes twenty-four bars—
bought in bulk from the warehouse,
all for letting us go and be clean in this world.
For a single father raising five kids,
there’s always something needing
to be washed away: dirt, odor, even grief.
Amy Nawrocki is a professor of English at the University of Bridgeport in Connecticut
and has poetry published at various places, including
The Lucid Stone, Poetry Magazine,
Loch Raven Review, Ribbons, The Midday Moon
, and Connecticut River Review.
Summer 2006 Issue